"I always trap myself in a sad and depressing world..assuming that i am hurting nobody but myself. I was wrong. I realised that when i saw a mirror image through a friend of mine. It indeed will hurt someone. Those who care and those listen.. A new time has arrived, I have to come out from that world. I have to stop hurting people around me, i have to start loving myself.."
-Anonymous
Yesterday was horrible, terrible, VEGETABLE!!(P.S. firefox keep correct me when i spell short form words, haiz..) K, b4 the horrible stuff, lets talk about morning, i was praised by my teach..about Business Statistic. Well, i m training to be volunteering more because of my CDS and also, maths is my favourite subject. After that because i went gym on Thursday with XueYang. My body is aching, so i see my hand the muscle got grow a not. Then the teacher saw and said "Wah, showing the muscles, but actually a mouse." Then Trixie say, "Got mouse meh?" waseh, dam paiseh lor. haha. but nvm, forgive her. Cause i only started, long way man, long way to go.
Then after econs lecture, when to haf lunch with classmates. Then Ah boy, say wan 2 go home maple then dun wan go. den nvm, went to tampines and eat. I buy the malay nasi lemak, the ingredient supreme say. Got egg, fried potato, Squid and sausage..$4.50. Supreme price. Then the squid they give me is whole squid lor, cool. cant eat. haha.
Then take bus, i mix up 69 with 23. so i took 69 to bedok..argh. coz i nid 2 go to Esplanade ma. So, i took 69 back again to my school and change 23, dis time. i didnt noe where to alight. Then i saw Jurong, oh my goodness gracious me. Lucky i di kam di kam, alight correct stop. So, i took C3. a tour bus i think, 1 buck leh. then reach esplanade. i took me lyk an extra hour or so to reach. cool.
Then over there i apply for job and den i left. from there i started wandering about. Seeing those places i hardly see. Kip walking kip perspiring..after around half an hour..i ended up somewhere i dun even know where i m. it was then when i realised i m at Clarke Quay MRT station. From there i took a bus home. In the bus, i dam paiseh, coz i know i perspire alot, den v scared people tio affected by my stench, some more a bit crowded..so i kip going to 1 side, where the damages are at the minimum. Until lesser people, den i go into 1 corner where no 1 is near me..and fall asleep. but kip hitting my head la when de bus jerk, think got baluku. haha. The End of my Crazy journey.
Hmm, recently i know of my friend who went shopping when she is down. After she shopped, she told me she dam happy. I was feeling kinda weird. How can shopping makes u happy? I imagine, if a guy shopped, he will feel 2 things. Wallet pain, and Hand pain. Money fly away and have 2 carry so many stuff lor. Then ytd, or maybe today morning. My another friend told me that she also feel happy when shop. i asked her why and she told me that is because girls shop in order to pamper themselves. Maybe is logical. Thats separate me from the girls. i never like shopping. haha.
I have been rotting for sometime. Need to start doing my homework. Cant have a 3 minutes enthusiasm again.
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