Feeling empty inside me the moment i wake up. Actually no, is severe tiredness and achingness dat i feel. Working la. Then i feel empty. i dun uds.
woke up, had bfast. look at de time. 1pm. if i m working, it wun b lunchbreak. then i on my com. played wheel of fortune (MSN game) wif tricia. then aft a few games, she left. aft dat i watched some videos on youtube. Then play TD (WC3 game) wif darren until dinner time. den mum call, tell me some bad news. feeling v vexed. kinda display some of my anger 2 some1. v sorry.
i dunno la, i just nid some1 to tok to. some1 who can just listen..listen long. haiz..dats hard..
Argh, i just want 1 day. Just 1 day to be myself. my mind is so filled wif stuff.. starting to be afraid.. feeling v vexed..v empty..very lost..i think i m crazy.
sorry bros, when u guys say i can share my burden wif u guys....i guess i end up carrying it my own. cant change myself. thx.
Contradicting. Feeling heavy yet cant see wats pulling me down. Ironic.
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