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Monday, May 28, 2007

WOAH

I went to watch POTC 3 on saturday. It is a very exciting and thrilling show. Cant find 1 part dat bores. Went wif kh. 2 guys, kinda sad but hey, he accompanied me. V grateful to him. However, he was kinda troubled during the whole of Saturday wif his r/s so his mind wasnt dere. When we reach home, he told me thru sms dat his gf initiated something real bad to him, gf's own prob. Then leonard intro me a riddle game and i m now on level 88. cool. haha.

It was kinda sad to see this kind of thing happening to him. Kinda brave, did nt shed a tear or show any sign of saddness. I asked him out de nxt day to let him talk abt it.

We meet for dinner at hg plaza. Saw a new shop dat sells feminine toys. Had dinner, waiting for him to say wat happen. Then he say dey patch up ytd night le. Its lyk huh? Apparently, his "manipulation" abilities start to work and his gf has nth 2 sae. Wasted worries, tot sumthing bad happen to him seh. but we still went on wif lan and pool. haha. Won kh some matches in pool. dunno whether he got put water.

Monday was kinda bore to me. Went to sch alone. Stuck all de way in front of the bus. had lunch wif carissa, amanda, victoria and 1 other girl i didnt ask for de name. I felt sorry for dem, to eat wif me. hahaha. Had bubble tea lata, mine was chocolate special. Superb.

CAS lata was a waste of time, trying the com. managed to spot 1 com dat has error. was returned BOE. many stuff to touch on.

Went home alone, listen to radio. 98.7 fm is really nice. Spot some songs, gonna find out wat r dey. had a pleasant day 2dae..but somehow..=). thinking too much.

I nid to study hard. I nid to study smart. actually, i nid to study. haha

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Friday, May 25, 2007

Moody

Moody.moody.moody.
dun.ask.me.why.
i.dunno.why
Moody.moody.moody.
deep.in.tots.
wished.i.m.not
Moody.moody.moody

Pardon the above verse, its for own reference. 2dae was kinda good, wasnt late. in sch at 830. but carissa was late and i waited for her. so yah, guess i was late.

Went to had breakfast at ITAS wif carissa. Tok 2 her boyfren thru her phone. Kinda nice guy, want to meet him in person when he come to Singapore. =)

Then apel, the topics are very sensitive and i dun think i m in any rights to say anything so i went quiet all the way.

had lunch wif my ex-class girls. Hyperhidrosis in action. Sian.

Had A for my CMA class test, woo~~~ i m super happy. Long time nv see A le. =)

However, for the whole time 2dae, i was deep in my tots. I hate to feel being used and i m feeling it. Guess only time will tells. I m a nice guy so i will just be myself!!! =)

Do you miss those times? Well, i do.

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Difference

Woah, 2dae i managed to see de diff between care and jealous. Tried it out 2dae. It was a success, feel much lighter and better. But maybe too relax la, dats y all my accumulated tiredness burst at 1 go and cause me to enter slumberland sweetly. No dreams though, weird.

Jap presentation today was kinda pressurizing to me.
1) i did not prepare 2) abel was damn good, he deserves a clap for his Asimo 3) late aftnn la, sleepy.
I manage to finish my topic on Ikebana after 3 mins, was shown the good sign by sam. however, i forgot to show my visual aids, will be deducted from there ba. Then it went on to many ppl like lao jiao(wagashi), saybing(japanese garden), zhou hao(sumo)

Then sam was the last of the 1 i knew. hers was kaiseki. She talk very fluent but very fast. too fast dat she say less than 3 mins. But her visual aid is gd, her clearness is gd and the content is good too. less than 3 mins will be minus 1 mark. In a sense, quite okay la.

Then we went home le, chatted wif dajie on the bus. Its quite fun hearing stuf from her. must be de interesting facts i kip hearing from older generation. i feel knowledgeable.

Finally can relax..NO NO NO, i cant relax...Proj and exam piling up..oh man. I must learn to be a good boy and start picking up my books. =) Btw, whrs my cma hmwk? can i haf it back? haha.

I wanna eat chicken meat! Phlegm Phlegm go away!

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Just Realise,,

Its like
i.have.changed.
for
i.m.no.longer.the.old.self.i.knew.i.were.
in a sense
real.bad.

It was during a conversation with a wise woman that i realise that i have changed. She is kinda wise, like 5 wise away from me. haha. I always tot things around me has changed. I was wrong, i m the one that changed.

The smile i carried on my face is gone, the heart who wants to help others is gone, the old cheerful self is gone. Instead, a face who is always gloomy, a heart which is wary of everyone and anyone, the idiotic self has been born.

I hate that, i nid to find my old self back, this is too absurd.

I recently become easily angry and jealous, over the wrong reasons. i hate that, so does every1 else. its lyk a dark aura has grown in me, swallowing every bits of humanity i left. this is wrong. I nid to set on a journey to find myself. I nid help.

My mind is so occupied that certain things in me are gone: The wind that blows freely in me, the wish i had, trust i had in others and cheerful nature.

I rmb u say dat dat day will be a brand new day for u and me. This time, is my turn. i m gonna set everything rite, find my real self and then will i walk up to u and say, "ohayo gozaimasu"

=)

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Really, short ones are better than long

When toa payaoh with kh to mit zr for dinner at 730. zr was 45 mins late. Sianned. Kh and i explored the place and i bought myself the anything drink. hahaha.

When zr arrived, we went to yum cha to makan, making sure nt exceeding our budget. The food was..okay, didnt manage to take picture though, haha. But we aint full, so we went to the interchange there to haf a quick bite to full our stomach. Coffeeshop is alwaes the best, hahaha. There was some sort of MINDEF event occuring there, we didnt manage to see much though. haha. Just some broke peeps wandering abt toa payoh. =)

An hr ride seh, though a direct 88 to there, tiring but we can chat and stuff. Saying bad things abt each other directly, wow, just lyk family. Love it when everything is direct. Including hurting ones. Girls who are direct about hurtful stuff are nice. Girl who is direct, is even better.

Girls direct? Its a hint or maybe pleading

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Tick Tock

Ytd was kinda fun. Met up with kh (practically see him everyday in school wif his gf). Its a 2 bro talk. Had dinner at Rivervale Plaza. Chatted about girls and sorts. Then it was about him le. Just listening to him about how he tested his gf makes me wanna..jealous? naw, yawn is the word. haha. Because he is the onli bro that weird is the normal word to describe him. haha.

After dinner we went Hougang Plaza to play lan and pool. Chat as we play. Had fun. She had her fun too, based on her sms..though it was short.

Then when we go home, my bro say this to me. "Bro, u haf 2 remove the barrier in her. When a girl treats a boy as best frens, it will be best frens to her and nth else. U see me, i remove the barrier and there i m." I began to ponder about his sentence..ponder ponder..ponder..

IT WAS TORTUROUS WHEN I GET HOME! CAS e-lecture is such a drag, 50 mins long, exclude the time when u press pause and copy or they say some examples. LONG!!

Today, i managed to finish my law and cas tutorial. Saw her online, she didnt talk 2 me. sadded but its okay. Mitting my bros lata for dinner again. WOOO~~ havin dim sum. Come some dim sum sum. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Will be back to do my business FIN and CMA tutorial early because i promise some1. =)

When you are down and things are not going ur way, LAUGH as loud and long as you can..then end it with a smile. =)

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Rough

She is sooo popular. She is full of stuff. Didnt know loving one will be so tough. The amount of guys wooing her is lyk piling up as the days goes by and all of them are very talented/rich/romantic.. Tough for a guy like me who aint anything. Lets see as time goes by.

Quite rough this week. Haven recover from my illness. It would haf recover sooner, but kip hearing news that aint good for the ears. Instead of getting better, i m getting worst by the days. And if i m nt wrong, by Sunday, i wouldnt be able to talk much.. HAHAHAHA.

Gave her present and was the 1st to say happy bdae during her bdae. She looks kind of happy. Must be me thinking too much. She had many presents too. Bought a small cake for her, intend to bring it to her at her bdae night. But her mama doesnt allow her to go out. so, i brought the cake to sch de nxt day. She ate it and say nice. Happy man, satisfied le. wooo.

She ate the ice cream i bought for her too. After that i wasted too much time in school. However, due to the fact that i fulfilled my objectives of getting her to eat the ice cream, i didnt mind at all that those time was wasted. =)

I got MY own logic sorted out, as long as she is happy, WAT THE HECK with wats gonna happen!!

P.S. thx zm, kh and jj for assisting me in getting the present and kh for saying happy bdae to her in person. U bros rox.

I got you, yes i got you, in me.

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Preparing in progress

I m sick, real sick. down wif a sore-throat.

I m oso quite sick. Reading others blog. A fact was revealed to me. uds it straightaway. but dunno how 2 cope wif it. She chose it, i respected it. But the date was...tough for me to handle. I nid time, lotsa time. And tons of acting skills.
Does this represent the card of the falling tower?
What's my next step?

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Monday, May 14, 2007

Confusing week.

Hmm, i cant really explain about wat happen to me. Kinda Bizarre? first of all. I cant really type properly with my blog. Something weird has happen to it. And because there is so happening during this period, i dunno whr 2 start from. i guess i just haf 2 start from 2dae then.

Today-
Kh, jj and I went to eat katong laksa. WOoo, its call 328 katong laksa. It was nice. didnt noe just eat with spoon alone. Somemore i picture it to be v red, instead, its kinda milky coloured. And when i taste it, thinking it will be very milky, but NOOO, its just right. Cool. Kh almost wanted to order 2nd bowl to share. I was too full as i woke up quite some time ago so couldnt eat much.

2dae is mothers' day so kh and jj went hm to celebrate wif their ma. Pang seh me, haha. but if dey didnt, den will get it from me, haha. So alone, i went to hg to find zr and yongzhi (zr's drama fren). had a quick bite of mac den roam abt hg mall. aft dat yongzhi and i head off to cut our hair. Dun uds y i just look v weird. Just feel v ugly la. haha.

Then when i reach home, saw my 3rd uncle and his family. used my com to do my cas tutorial. finish at 1155pm on the dot. thats y cant submit as it is on the dot. so kinda disappointed that it became void. But hey wat done is done right, no point dwelling over it.

I thought it over 2dae and realise something. That phrase of "you knew that was coming" rings in my head. i didnt really tot it will come. caught unexpected. was hurt. "hurt is the last thing i wan anyone to be" Mayb thats inevitable.."u reached ur last thing". But, the thing i realise is this. I have also hurt u. i m loss of wat 2 do..

YTD(meaning sat)-
Total Rot-ation at home. Supery duper seh. Say happy ma dae in advance to my ma.

Friday-
Went to sch..Had a slight quarrel wif sam on the bus. ended by saying dun talk abt dis matter. Avoidance strategy. Nt forever, but at least then. Then attend sch, went home. Saw kh at bus stop wif his gf. He suan sam lyk dunno wat. i over dere cant help her in any ways as he said all de truth. (i did tried) Then go TK's bdae party at aloha loyang. Know no1 there, my classmates were in their grps. I tried to blend in, they tried to let me blend it. BUT fail. we just cant click. i sux at socializing la. But on the bright side, i won quite a bit from the games we had. haha.

Wonderful scenery when i m all alone at pasir ris.

Thursday-
Was sick. attend pca lec had lunch. admit was nt happy. but i uds i m acting v stupid. Knowing it, i still do. Superb stupidity. Trying to change. Jap lec was fun, know 2 more fren. Shi qi and shi ya.

Wednesday-
Attend Jap lec, wasnt late. Bought a bar of chocolate and drinks wif sam. Offer ma. Attend the lec, was shown a clip. I was v scared at 1st because it looks lyk some clown. fear of clowns la. Then soon, the clip became interesting and my fear was gone. wow. went for lesson then mit sam, dajie and sharon at lab. Then i had my chocolate bar then. because of the weather, plus lack of sleep..BAM, the chocolate has helped in getting sick. Terrible headache caused sam and dajie assuming i was angry over some unknown reasons. haha, my face change ma. =)

Tuesday-
Class Tee day, every1 was wearing except carissa, nigel and u noe him. quite fun la dat day. had legal tutorial. interesting but the grp arranging is just confusing me.

It was nice knowing you and even if i have 1 more shot at it..

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Spidey's love?

Just came back from movie "spiderman 3" dam cool la. 2 hrs straight. Went to watch at tao payoh with zm and zr. de rest wasnt free. The movie was v interesting. But fast moving scenes made my eyes and head hurts. Overall, i think its nice.

After watching de movie, kh called. we started chatting. Its den dat i know he finally got a gf. Come, to all human, wateva i m saying now is true:
1st May, its their first meeting. They haf known each other thru net
2nd May, they began chatting on every communications devices they had
3rd May, kh send her to sch and back home.
4rd May, kh brought her home to mit his parents. They are officially together.

I m totally amazed. Happy, yet worried for him. It happen too quickly for him and its his 1st love? yah. but all and all, hope dey b happy as many happy times are waiting for them. Will know about de girl soon. After all, we are bros. (alto he sae he will spend more time wif her than us)

Haha. Interrogating him tmr. or mayb just lata. His a happy and simple man. Glad for him. Lightning, you da man.

Swift, like the lightning. Strong, like the lightning. Be, the lightning.

KatanaJayz

so I told you guys with a smile
It's all about been free