Its like
i.have.changed.
for
i.m.no.longer.the.old.self.i.knew.i.were.
in a sense
real.bad.
It was during a conversation with a wise woman that i realise that i have changed. She is kinda wise, like 5 wise away from me. haha. I always tot things around me has changed. I was wrong, i m the one that changed.
The smile i carried on my face is gone, the heart who wants to help others is gone, the old cheerful self is gone. Instead, a face who is always gloomy, a heart which is wary of everyone and anyone, the idiotic self has been born.
I hate that, i nid to find my old self back, this is too absurd.
I recently become easily angry and jealous, over the wrong reasons. i hate that, so does every1 else. its lyk a dark aura has grown in me, swallowing every bits of humanity i left. this is wrong. I nid to set on a journey to find myself. I nid help.
My mind is so occupied that certain things in me are gone: The wind that blows freely in me, the wish i had, trust i had in others and cheerful nature.
I rmb u say dat dat day will be a brand new day for u and me. This time, is my turn. i m gonna set everything rite, find my real self and then will i walk up to u and say, "ohayo gozaimasu"
=)
KatanaJayz